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travel
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x shopping trip to HONG KONG
x a digtial camera ( damn badly )
x get more shoes
x get more shorts
x MORE TANNED !!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
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5:38 AM
a space to be alone and think
why do people regret after losing what they have ?? cant they treasure it when they once had it and only to found out after losing it ?? sometimes losing something you once had is alittle too late and perhaps is in us humans. or is because we wanted face so much that we tends to keep how we really feel deep in and only to the very last end, we decided to pour it out.
i'm getting to get tired with the stress i facing everyday. trying to take it as a challenge or self console myself that there are more people out there stressing themself to survive. is this some sort of training to be strong and survive ?? each time being hit with a setback, all i could do is to sulk and somehow history keep repeating itself. suddenly the past flashbacks came running in my mind and i tried bursting that bubble. realise that certain past will somehow daunt you and remind you that you learnt it the hard way. should stress be a torture to a person or a push to make someone excel ??
but on the brighter side, i am grateful for the things i have. during this period when i got this sickness, i realise who really cared for me. specially my family and baby who constantly showed concern for me. many night when i was in pain, parents and 2nd jie stayed by my side to help me ease the pain while i tried to get rest. even though baby couldnt be by my side, he was still worried and tried to cheer me up. when he meets me, he would carry my bag and walk real slow with me. constantly asking if i were in pain and yet being worried for me. needless to say certain classmates would sms me asking if i were alright and anything i dont understand i could ask them.
even though the stress level is high, i would still have the boost to move on because of the support and boost from family and him. sometimes the simplest grateful words we just cant bring ourself to say it because of one word, face. but deep down, they can feel it.
right now i missing my baby boy !! next week is his birthday and i really hope i can be able to celebrate it with him. i just love the everyday routine we are having now and i know baby feel the same way too right ??
Friday, March 19, 2010
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3:24 AM
it just keeps going on
havent been updating my blog recently cause i having dark clouds which is a challenge to me. long way to recovery, lots of things to catch up and countdown to exams and stuff.
now test are almost over and it time to catch up all my school work then i missed. today Nick keep spam message me and i regret messaging him for today can !! but having unlimited messages is an advantage cause you can spam people without caring how much you use, wahaha. so great to be a student !! Business test was alright and hopefully i pulled it through cause there were certain things i didnt know how to answer. i think in time to come i wont update my blog that often.
i miss my baby bao !! so hetic schedule and soon baby going to work ): can i wish he wont get the job ?? wahaha, selfish thought huh ?? i wish i can meet him now. baby is like my human morning alarm clock and without fail will call me up. argh, if i wouldnt be caught up with school work and this recovery, we would have go to the zoo and baby i still waiting can !! next week is baby birthday and i dont know what to get, argh !! 2 gifts that i have to get . off to study already
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
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7:09 AM
a month is here
PIG BUN, happy anniversary !!
i really hope what i said to you, you will remember it,
sorry it has to be a belated one but i know you understand,
this post is specially for you,
i cant wait to see you again for our sake sushi buffet,
what i want to say already told you this morning,
now counting down the days till we can go out together,
i still waiting for the surprise you planned wahaha,
right now I.M.B.L.C.C
Thursday, March 11, 2010
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11:18 PM
something i wish will last
went to see the results and thank god it was positive. still have lots of things yet to be confirm but it will turn out fine i guess. anyway after not going school for days, i decided to go for lab lesson which was waste of time. Baby specially came down just to fetch me to and fro to school, so sweet right ??
the whole time Baby kept making fun of me can !! weather was so duper humid that i can fry an egg outdoor, the bus aircon doesnt make me any cooler. skipping the whole lab lesson part, after lesson i went to collect my rusting cert and i manage to meet LIM MEITING !! OMT, she seriously one of those that i really want meet and miss. then did alittle chatting while i neglected Baby awhile. after Meiting went back for her class, Baby and I grab some snacks and eat before heading home. on the bus, i told him something and he actually laughed can !! but it my first to see him laugh this much in front of me cause he always act cool. thanks Baby for fetching me, i love you deeper wahaha !!
next week not sure if i should ask 2nd jie and her bf to join since they also want to watch Alice In Wonderland 3D and eat Sake Sushi which happen to be Baby's plan and our belated anniversary. how ?? how ?? how ?? aiya, shall wait and see. now left with science test !! JIA YOU !! cant wait till test is over then Baby will carry out his surprise or whatever in his mind wahaha
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
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7:38 AM
hopefully it not the worst
pain, lack of sleep, super worn out !! simply hope everything will be over and fine.
damn it can, lack of sleep and only concentrating of recovering that i had not much time to catch up with the lessons and i havent start on my revision for the test. i'm seriously screwed up right now !! i think last minute revision is the only way, OMG hopefully i can pull through the test. HANA AND IQMAL HELP !!!!!!!!! wahaha, stress level going up le man !!!
miss my baby so much, havent been seeing him for almost a week and he trying to find a chance to meet me. aint he so sweet ?? time flies and date is getting closer, shit man !! i havent prepare until now , baby how ?? how ?? how ?? you prepare le ma ??
Friday, March 5, 2010
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8:06 AM
love the unexpected from you
my condition is like never going to be good. pain and fever keeps coming. now to add on to my misery, i can literally crawl to walk man !! my family are like making me the jokes of the day kind of thing and the drowning in nags, super annoying but i know care. today lesson cancelled again cause Mr Ansary called in the last minute. thank god i didnt go for school cause of my kneecap but i went to see the chinese doc who torture me for my good sake for like 10 mins ?? i swear the pain can literally make me shout F*** can !!
yesterday spent a day with my baby after 4 days of not meeting him. i think i was being an idiot for teasing him practically the whole day, but it so cute when you tease him. like ops !! while eating late lunch, i cant believe i will revealed something to him and make me so embarrassed la !! OH MY TIAN, i swear next time wont say anything. even though it was short while, we went to catch a movie. there was this couple in front of us who wanted to kiss. they actually turn back to look at us to see if we were looking at them. so funny can !! think yesterday was the slowest i ever walk and baby took my bag for me like usual. aint he so sweet ?? of course man, my boyfriend !! wahaha, off to bed