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Sunday, May 8, 2011 6:40 AM About there ♥ thanks alot reality for making me go through the same shit again !! am i being way too naive or because my kindness was once again taken as a weakness ?? reality, how much more harsh can you be to me again ?? suddenly it seems that history will always repeat itself everytime i am trying to be myself. is it me or them ?? perhaps they have yet to know me well enough to realise what the problem between us, or perhaps they werent even bothered to find out why the sudden distance between us. like suddenly you guys make me feel outcast, and yes i no longer know where i can call a sense of belonging. then come again, friends come and go, there isnt such thing as "friends forever" anymore. on the other hand, problems after problems start coming and yes, for the first time i no longer know what to do and it's too much for me to handle. to make matters worst, i start shutting and pushing everyone away just in hope that i wont make them worried but things got worst. seriously sometimes best thing to do is to hide everything and continue with that bubbly me. as reality hits me harder and harder each time, i promise myself not to shed a single tears and continue to be stronger than before. suddenly losing that hope to fight and wonder how much stronger i can be, finding myself smile lesser each time. i really wonder who am i turning out to be, many times this question has flash through my mind. but still holding on to that happy-go-lucky personality, a promise to myself to really smile from the bottom of my heart like i used to. i dont believe my down's will be this long. if such friendship is this weak, i give up mending and putting the effort. at least i know there another group of friends who appreciate and care about my feelings. thanks alot reality for being such a fucking bitch to me !! i prove to you that even though life is tough i still can survive, even though is mentally draining that i wish i could breakdown right now this min.	Yours truly, Nessa Sin {♥} ~Sporty type ~Dog lover ~High energy level girl My Loves My Family Coby Collecting Musical Ball Travelling Abroad The passion for NETBALL Materialistic, Click for my wishlist!
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